First blog post

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Is it depression or am I lazy?.

It’s happening again…..I get plenty of rest but I’m still exhausted when I awaken. I hate this feeling because I actually want to get up and do something. I can’t, and it’s really killing me.

A Loss For Words

Finally trying to put my thoughts on paper and I don’t even know where to start……Maybe because it’s so much that I have to say. Possibly because I don’t believe anyone can truly understand what happened, and what’s causing my confusion about my place in life. Idk hopefully I find a way to put things……..

Into Me

Just so ya know I am a real person with real life issues. I am a female in my 20’s and I just feel like nothing will ever be right if I continue on this path. I can honestly say if two years ago never happened, I wouldn’t have this experience, this mentality or this personality of a great person.

My problem right now, I have been making some very bad decisions (well not as bad as I’m making it out to be) that might jeopardize my future.

I’ve resorted to this blog because I can’t afford a psychiatrist and I don’t really have anyone who I can go to and speak to as a friend. Ya know? I just need a listening ear or in this case “reading eyes”.

Finally Speaking

So I’ve decided to tell my story. Anonymously of course. Well actually until I’m at a point in my life where certain things don’t matter to me.